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the times that never change

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Fri Jun 5, 2009, 8:21 AM
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Jesus Christ Was An Only Child-Modest Mouse
  • Reading: Twilight
  • Watching: Jay Leno
wow. so i guess i could update since it's been like 2 months.

bruce and i are still technically broken up. but we're dating. it's odd. i miss the relationship, but i guess sometimes you have to go through a rough patch before things can get better.

aaron and erin showed up at my birthday party. and they showed up again last night. i feel pretty awkward still when they're around. they called me those names. they lied to me. and i'm supposed to move on like nothing happened? you were hands in what broke bruce and i up.

so where am i in this emotionally? torn. i've had people tell me to leave bruce, that he'll always pick his friends over me. i saw that when i suggested to him that if aaron were to lie to me like that, what's to keep him from doing it to bruce? not to mention that i can tell they're playing mind games. bipolar? i know other people that are bipolar. it doesn't give you a free pass to treat me like dirt and then act 2 months later like nothing's happened.


sigh. i feel lost.

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  • Current Residence: Irving, Texas
  • Interests: writing, blogging
  • Favourite movie: X Files
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  • Favourite genre of music: rock
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